Bottle It Up
You know that feeling, when you see an attractive member of whatever sex you're into, when the air is suddenly kind of tight, and you're not sure if quite enough of it is making its way into your lungs, then your hands start quivering in time with the suddenly erratic beating of your heart, but it's all okay, because whether or not anything happens between you and this person, you still get to look at him/her? And then of course, you realize that nothing can happen with him/her because anytime you open your mouth and speak, or maybe not even speak, because words don't have to come out for you to sound stupid, the sounds that come out confirm any inkling he/she may have had that you are an idiot and therefore to be pitied and never asked out. And then your heart starts pounding even harder because now he/she is looking back, and, oh my gosh, did he/she just do that quick-look-away-before-she/he-notices-me-looking move, and you can fee...